All of us

I was so shocked when I saw the pictures of you two. I always believed that you would get back together.
You would always deny it, and I never ever thought it would happen.
Sometimes we think things into existence.
It felt like someone punched me with all of their being right in the stomach.
Belief and disbelief all wrapped up tightly in a ball secured around my chest.
My feelings began to change, and whirl around like a tornado coming from the bottom of my foot to the top of my head. Jolting me forward and backward.
Sad
Angry
Happy
Grateful
Sad
Happy
Grateful
Happy
Grateful
Grateful

I wondered if you truly loved her. If you were just with me. If you were just with her. If you ever truly loved me.
If one child’s life is made better because of this then I couldn’t be anything but grateful.
I wasn’t me anymore. I was us. I was all of us.

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